Literaryo
Nalulumbay ang puno ng goma sa gilid ng bulibard
At ang puno ng akasya sa likod ng goma.
Mukhang uulan sa buong mundo.
Wala na ang mahal ko, iniwanan ako.
Nalulumbay ang tubig na laging kulay-abo
At ang tatlong bapor na kulay-kalawang sa laot,
At sa likod, ang ulap na parang tinggang natunaw.
Wala na ang mahal ko, iniwanan ako
Nakatungo ang mga dahon ng niyog,
Marahang pakampay-kampay
Sa hanging humahampas, naglalarong
Anaki'y mga batang walang kamalay-malay
Sa talas-kutsilyo, talas-labaha ng lumbay.
At naalala ko ang isang awit na puno ng hinagpis,
Parang sugat na humahapdi, lalong tinitistis.
At naalala ko ang wala nang mahal ko
Na naparaan sa aking mundo,
Parang ulap na bumitin nang ilang saglit,
Saka nagpatuloy sa maraming lakad sa himpapawid
At, sa tingin ko, hindi na, hindi na babalik.
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Sa pag-iisip, isipin kung paano mag-isip.
para sa boylet ni sis..
2:09pm
32009
chloe
your eyes
feels like there's something inside
please don't worry
i'll be right by your side
the worlds is a bit scary
i want to be there
when the light comes
for the darkest day
of your life
CHLOE
please don't even leave me
i want you tostay
right here beside me
i need you here withme
i don't want anything
just to be with me
tonight..
hug me my SUPER PET..
-apalit 14.03.09
Pangarap
Bihira akong mangarap,
Dahil sa buhay kong miserable at masaklap...
Minsan naisip ko rin na pambata lang ito...
Ngunit hindi rin pala ng aking mapagtanto...
Pangarap? parang hangin din pala ito..
Dahil sa panahon ngayon ito nalang ang libre sa mundo...
May mataas, at simple...
May mababa, at mayron ding grabe...
Kung ako ang tatanungin kung ano ang pangarap ko?
Ang isasagot ko'y buong pangalan mo...
Hehe ang saya kaya..
Pag may nagmamahal ng walang daya.
cez
without you
you know the real me
you've seen me cry
you've seen me smile
without you
there would be no me
only empty space
you've seen me all glammed up
you've seen me when I've just woke up
you still say I'm beautiful either way
without you
there would be no me to see
you've seen me happy
you've seen me sad
you say either way your glad to be with me.
without you
there would be no me to love you
and without me
there would be no you to love me too
para s bestfriend ko.. yeahboi
Falling
this emotion is unexplained
openly the heart claims blame
pumping fast, skipping a beat
blood flowing it feels the heat
the same rhythm, an answer
louder, faster, feel it closer
reaching out, hear the call
saying for you did i fall
halfway the two now meet
to share this feeling oh so sweet
closed by fear, scars and pain
has opened up and risked again
a promise offered to each other
the broken pieces put together
two people who before were strangers
with trust now calls the other my lover
I Promise
I promise for you I will always be sincere.
And show you that I will always be there.
I will like to show you how much I care.
By never letting you shed a single tear.
I promise that even when we get old.
It will be you that I still want to hold.
Because to you the key to my heart I sold.
So that my love for you will be forever told.
I promise all my life I will live only for you.
I'll be there for everything you go through.
And make sure I also see your point of view.
You'll never find someone who loves you more than I do
I promise to you each and every day.
Your trust I wouldn't dear to betray.
To god I will always pray.
Pray that "I Love You", you'll always say.
I promise to honor your love until the day I die.
I will not disappoint you with a silly lie.
Because to cause you pain would only make me cry.
I love you so much, that I would never deny.
I promise to love you today and forever.
Everyone says you and I are great together.
And for us to say goodbye, that we will never
Our love will stays strong no matter the weather.
I promise you're the only one for me.
And I know that you can see.
Because you and I define eternity.
And that's exactly how it's suppose to be.
twentytwo
you never knew who i am,
but always knew where i was.
you never dared ask who i am,
and what i am for.
but i did like watching with facade hidden,
and felt mesmerized everytime
im in your watery sky.
i never spoke yet i was heard-
but never were you aware that i was the melody
that made you sway your head
and move your lips
those complex years you thought you were alone,
sitting where i could be seen
and never cared to look around even for just a second,
thinking that this everybody's world is yours alone,
that you've pretended to be contented nd happy
by just gazing me.
but everything you thought you have,
sights you've been seeing these past twenty one years
was not your kind of scenes
but i know ou love every second watching me
and wishing that i could lie beside you everytime you sleep
you dreamt of me:
the pillow that rests in you head,
the blanket that warms you from the rains,
the scent you love to smell.
i'd love to be all that you've wanted,
all that you needed,
but i could only be the twenty second sunset you'll watch at dusk
the twenty second million stars you gaze at
and wish upon every night
and the nine hundred moons you stare
at everytime the sun takes a nap of his own..
pitek
1:23pm
20909
wat the?!
This is Me
I am I
I am eye
I am aye
I may high
Mayhem I
I am high
Am I high?
Am I I?
May I I?
Hay my eye
I may hay
Aye my hay
Hey my hay!
Eye my eye
Mayhem I
May I aye?
May I eye?
I hay my eye
I may aye my mayhem eye
Eye my mayhem aye
My eye may hay
May I hey my mayhem aye?
May I aye my hay?
Am I?
I am I.
pitek
kadiring tula
yucky but swit
..pra shang alikabok na ngging kulangot
dahil kaagapay mo s bwat paghinga
...pra shang muta sa umaga dahil
sha ang gs2 mong ksama tuwing at tapos magphinga
...pra shang dumi sa kuko na hndi ka iiwan
kahit saan k man magpunta;
...pra shang libag na nakadikit at uukilkil
sa kasingit-singitan ng iyong gunita
...pra shang dugo na magbbigay kulay at buhay
sa iyong tadhana
... pra shang laway na babasa
sa tuyot mong labi at pagsinta
...pra shang langib na tatakip
sa sugat at sakit mong ndarama
...pra shang puting buhok na makaksama mo
hanggang sa iyong pagtanda
...at pra shang maruming hangin o usok
na iyong ggustuhing ihinga
...kaya kahit marumi, mahirap, mapait, mahapdi
at masakit ang makasama ka..
...kesyo magkasakit sa kakahithit ng maruming hangin,
magkasakit ng T.B. at maging ulyanin..
...kahit gaano kahirap ay susuungin at
kaw pa rin ang pipiliin at iibigin...
pitek
010508 6:04pm
trapik n nman
COLORING BOOK
pangarap ko noon pa ng coloring book na maganda
'yung tipong bawat pahina ay kaiinggitan nila
ihahanda aking krayola para kulayan bawat pahina
upang lahat ng makakakita
ay gugustuhing makakuha din ng kanila
ngunit ngayon naisip ko
buhay ko'y coloring book pala
at itong aking puso ang nagsisilbing krayola
kaya naman hiling ko lang
na isipin mong ikaw ang huli kong pahina
tiyak na 'di magtatagal makukulayan din kita
maaring pudpod na aking krayola
kaya naman sisiguruhin ko
na hindi na lumampas sa iyong mga linya
sabay din ang paniniguro
na wala ng next page na sa iyo'y maaring sumunod pa
pitek
121608
s tiangge
self-talked conversations
Tears you've cried could've drowned
The world; Verily!
The day she took him away
Nullified soul in darkest umbra
Full of fears, full of tears
Absurdity of it all!
A bitter pill of sweet surrender
Coupled with a crux of hopelessness
Though it really hurts you
Don't ever make her cry
always give her the highest degree
of your love and affection...
Better than he did.
Don't ever make her sad
Show her a life full of laughter
and caring and tenderness...
Better than he did.
Don't let her see dark skies
Let the rays of hope and faith
Always shine in her heart...
Better than he did.
yeah better than he did..
pitek
121708
9:30pm
nood ng tv
if
if today will be the last time
i could ever hug you
i would and it would be the most
beautiful picture an artist ever drew...
if today would be the last time
i'd ever call your name
i'd shout it out at the top of my lungs
and never be ashamed...
if today would be the last time
i'd ever hear you laugh
i'd rather keep on joking
and never get enough...
if tomorrow is a dream
that would never come true
then that's the only tomorrow
i'll not spend with you...
pitek
7:34pm @ edsa cal
bangenge sa meeting
FRIENDSHIPS
such love i cannot analyze;
it does not rest on lips nor eyes,
niether in kiss nor caress.
partly, i know, its gentleness.
and understanding in one word
or in brief letters.
it is preserved,
by trust, respect, and awe.
these are the words im feeling for.
three people, yes, two lasting friends.
the giving comes, the taking ends.
there is no measurement for such things,
for this, after all, all nature slows and sings.
he buried herself in work,
but the grief has
finally overcome her heart..
she only allows herself,
this one moment..
let her tears fall,
cries out the pain,
still incomplete..
i want to be there
when as she overcame her sorrows,
by the time
she could do more
than just screw things up..
that lazybone overcame his sorrow,
and the sight of her
gave his besfriend courage..
waaaah wla ng masulat!
nasira momentum..
hehe maybe next time :P
how can i say 'i hate you'
when all i mean is 'i love you'
how can i say 'you are not missed'
when all i san say is 'im longing for your caressed'
how can i say 'i can live without you'
when all i mean is 'you're my everything'
how can i say 'ill let you go'
when all i want to do is 'to keep you'
how can i say 'goodbye'
when all i mean is 'STAY'
pitek
11/10/08
10:22pm
NAGIIMOT..
K atahimikang nakabibingi,aking pinakikinggan
A la-ala ng mga pangyayari,aking pinagmamasdan
L iwanag sa kapaligiran,muli ay hinahanap
U lan ng mga katanungan,muli ay pumapatak
N awawalang mga kasagutan,kailan masisilayan
G aan ng kaisipan,kailan mararamdaman
K alungkutan ng pag-iisa,kailan pa matatapos
U lap ng pagkatuwa,kailan pa ba babalot
T amang kasagutan,sana ay makita na
A king kalungkutan,sana ay matigil na
N alilito't nawawala na,naliligaw na isipan saan mapupunta?
Black Cat
Beautiful inside and out
Loving to all just like I thought
A TRUE person she'll always be
Caring, understanding and Sweet
Known by many to be always merry
Can't ask for more with her
Always remember, those things that really matter
Through thick and thin, I'll be here forever..
berso sa bleacher
pagtawanan mo ang gabi,
ang araw, ang buwan,
pagtawanan mo ang liko likong landas sa isla
pagtawanan mo ang torpeng lalaking ito
na nagmamahal sa iyo
ngunit kapag bubuksan ko
at isasara ang aking mga mata,
kapag ako ay umalis,
kapag ako ay muling bumalik,
ipagkait mo na sa akin ang tinapay,
ang hangin, liwanag at tagsibol
huwag lamang ang iyong ngiti,
PAGKAT ITO AY AKING IKASASAWI..
the promise
tell me if you're hurting
please let me feel your pain
because i'll never leave you standing
in the pouring rain
when your world is clouded over
when you don't know who to turn to
just cry your tears and come to me
for i am always here for you
lay your head on my shoulder
tell me your troubles and fears
i will listen to your stories
i will try to dry your tears
so, when your world is out of control
your life no longer a straight line
come to me... i'll make you see
that soon it will all be fine
your life is what you make it
so, do what you've got to do
but remember this- when you can't go on
i am always here for you
Baliktaran
read from top to bottom
bottom to top
I will always reach you.
No matter how far you are to me;
I will always be here.
Even if you get tired staying’;
You will always be mine.
Even if you’re in a jetty and am in an island ;
I will always be with you.
No matter how pressure get in to me;
I will never give up.
saling ket
sept 18,08
oras ng trabaho
TIRED IN EVERYDAY DOING?
Here are five tips for something new¦
1.Sikmuraan ang unang taong makasalubong at humingi ng sorry.
2.Uminom ng pampatulog at labanan ito.Mag-exercise.
3.Tibagin ang bahay at buuing muli.
4.Himatayin kunwari sa daan. Tiyaking may tao.
5.Tahiin ang puwet at magpatingin sa doktor.
oda sa kape
halo ka ng halo
sa malungkot na tasa
walang asukal
kaya sing dilim ng lumalalim na gabi
ang tinimplang kape
binagbatas ng isip
ang nakalipas na araw
kapiling ang malamig na pandesal
sa isang mahabang lamesa
sa pagitan ng hikbi
ng luha
ng pansamantalang kabaliwan
at lahat ng tayaan
bubuoin ang pagpapasya
haharapin ang bukas
sa pagkalas ng dilim
at pagpasok ng araw
kape pa rin ang kapiling
pangtatlong baso
sasaw bagong pandesal
galing dun sa kanto
backtozero
082708
02:24am
When She Cries
The road I have travelled on
Is paved with good intentions
It's littered with broken dreams
That never quite came true
When all of my hopes were dying
Her love kept me trying
She does her best to hide
The pain that she's been through
When she cries at night
And she doesn't think that I can hear her
She tries to hide all the fears she feels inside
So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries
She's always been there for me
Whenever I've fallen
When nobody else believes
She'll be there by my side
I don't know how she takes it
Just once I like to make it
Then there'll be tears of joy
That fill her loving eyes
So I pray this time
I can be the man that she deserves
'Cause I die a little each time
When she cries..
hurtstrings..hehe
In solitude, becoming who we are
still statues, silently waiting for
forever to catch up with the now.
Across lightyears that span millennias
Long forgotten lore, buried underneath
thoughts that go buzzing overhead
speed shadow of this refined clay
spelling the difference between extremes
of pens that refusing to write
reflections of an empty heart
cold dark nights kept warm by brews
raging tempest of magma and lava
a volcano contained, for how long
an enigma...
Silently, a smile breaks through
as a river gushes forth..
life has to go on..
backtozero
june 29, 2008
they sure know
just as everything seems to fall
unknowingly, yet oh, so fortunately
never did they understand the reason why
as if only our hearts know.
just as fate becomes a villain in our lives
unknowingly, yet oh, so thankful
nemesis fate turns her smile upon us
as if our hearts already know.
just as time sweetly passes by
unimaginably,yet oh, so wonderful
never can i define nor to describe
alas, i've no words for this feeling.
...yet, i'm certain...
that our hearts surely know.
2:14pm
32009
antok ako
pirs lab ni kulas
Ako ay seventeen...at ikaw ay fifteen
nang kapwa magtama ang ating paningin
0, anong sarap ng ganitong damdamin
na hindi ko alam kung pano sabihin
Ewan ko kung pano nawala ang dila
at sa oras na yo'y di makasalita
tinamaan ba ako ng SINTANG dakila
o,sintang pururot sabi ng matanda?
Ewan ko...ewan ko, ang alam ko lamang
masayang masaya yaring kalooban
sandaling nabulag lintik na pananaw
kung ba't nakikita'y walang iba kundi ikaw!
At namalayan kong ..ang kamay mo'y hawak
kung paano nangyari'y itanong n'yo sa uwak
Ni hindi ka tumutol nang kita'y niyakap
hinagkan sa labing singbilis ng kidlat
O, pagsintang labis sabi ni Balagtas
hahamakin ang lahat bulsa ma'y mabutas
pag ikaw ang nasok sa puso ni kulas
kahit na ngongo pa'y di makakaligtas
At ngayo'y lima na.. ating naging supling
dalawa ang ngongo at tatlo ang duling
ngayon mo naisip itanong sa akin
by da wey my darling wat is your nim?
12:32pm
050109
galing s city hall
someone
she's faced the hardest times you could imagine and many times her eyes fought back the tears and when her youthful world was about to fall in each time her slender shoulders bore the weight of all her fears and a sorrow no one hears still rings in midnight silence in her ears..
-from someone who really cares..
love you more today
Love You More Today I love you more today then I did the day before and I never thought I could love you any more But every single day you're deeper in my heart then the day before or even from the start Never stop this feeling don't ever let it end nothing could be better then loving my best friend You put that feeling in my heart you always make me smile and God has given you to me at least for a little while So I will take you gladly and hold you close to me and show the entire world how wonderful love can be ..
to you
To her that is SCARED to put her heart
out there again, because she has been HURT
too many times.
To her that has been cheated on,
because she's not a slut who gives it up to any guy.
To her that
dresses cute, not skanky.
To her whom
wants to be called beautiful, not hot.
To her that will spend her whole day
looking for the perfect present for you.
To her who gets her heart
broken, because he chose that b*tch instead
To her who would just once like
to be treated like a princess.
To her that cries at night
because of another heartbreak.
To her that
just wants to hold hands.
To her that
kisses him with meaning.
To her who
just wishes he cared more.
To her who would just once want a guy to give
their jacket up when they are cold.
To her who
just wants him to call.
To her who lies
awake at night thinking about him.
To her that
just wants to cuddle.
To her who shows how much
she cares and gets nothing back.
To her that thought
'maybe this one could be the one'.
To her that laughs at stuff
when she actually doesn't think it is funny.
To her who is just looking for that one
and only and is having a rough time along the way.
To her that doesn't want a guy who
just plays with her emotions but actually cares
about how she feels.
To her who wants
words backed up with actions.
To her that fell for all the lies
only to find themselves alone in the end.
To her that gave her heart away
to have it shoved back in her face.
To her that has faith that 'tomorrow will be a better day.'
And it will be.
a big WOHOOO! for you..
service time
09:59pm
tokneneng
silaban ang isang guhit patungo sa kadiliman,
kasabay ng pag-ubo ang pag lipad ng kamalayan
huwag magpa-anod o sumisid sa kalawakan,
bigyan natin ng puwang ang natatanging karunungan.
ibinaon at umusbong sa lupang itinago,
inalagaan ng sikreto at ang daho'y pinalago
pinatuyo sa panahon, parang dinaing na isda,
at ibinalot sa papel na parang lumpia.
ang reyalidad ng mundo ay tuluyan kang iiwan,
tatawa ng bahagya ng walang sapat na dahilan
mapipilitang ngumiti kahit gaano kaseryoso,
mabisang gamot para sa epidemyang mga EMO.
"gusto mo bang sumama?" ang alok ng kanta,
produkto ng malikhaing utak ni Ely Buendia
sa eskenita ng 'yong isipan dun tayo papasok,
higpitan mo ang kapit andyan na ang pagsubok.
atin ng iwanan ang sakit ng lipunan,
tumambay muna tayo dito sa bleacher sa may kanan,
sugat ng damdamin ay hayaan mong mag hilom,
ilang sandali pa'y...
..bigla akong nagutom.
tara pugo tayo,
libre ko kayo..
pitek
12:37am
bakit kita mahal?
Pag wala ng ginawang tama
..lahat na lang mali ..lahat na lang lisya
ikaw ang aking awit
na humahaplos sa guluhang diwa
ikaw ang dalampasigang
pumipigil sa emosyon upang pumayapa
ikaw ang tanglaw sa dilim
na parang nakasinding kandila
ikaw ang aking lakas
sa sandali ng panghihina
bakit kita mahal?
ang salitang pag-ibig
ay hindi pag-ibig pag walang ikaw
kung walang ikaw...ang ligaya'y
daramhin kong gaya ng kalungkutan
Dahil doo'y natuklasan kong
..ikaw ang ligaya ng buhay
na kung wala ka
ay para na ring pumanaw!
kaya kita mahal..
and she cries
So she cries out again
I could hear her cry
It sounded like glass shattering
Every minute
It was agonizing
It was making me cry
It was like seeing Juliet
Stab the dagger into her chest
I could of saved her you know
I could of shouted help
I could sing her songs
That she would smile
At least once in a month
I could, but I didn’t
I could, but I couldn’t.
How do you tolerate pain?
Her pain was intolerable?
My pain for her is like papercuts
One by one by one by one
Slice it, kill me,
I couldn’t drink my own blood…
So she cries again…
And I sit beside her
Getting the strength
From hope, hope does exist..
To wipe her tears.
Just to wipe her tears..
B
010509 5:50pm
walang magawa s bus
your LOVE just keeps on healing me
Now that we have gotten through
One more fall
I can just admit I've got it all
Cause I do
Cause I've got you
We've crossed these battle lines to many times
It passes throught the heart
But it never leaves a mark
Cause Your love just keeps on healing me
No matter how I bruise
If I just trust You
Your love just keeps on healing me
One more clue
One more chance that wasnt there before
In your arms
no pain can harm the way im feeling
I know that Your love is healing
I've kicked around those lines inside my head
But I've never listened to the words that you said
See where its lead
Well I know I have it now
Cause you showed me how
And all I had to do
Was just to keep my eyes on you
Cause your love..
Just keeps on healing me.
july 19.09
7:53pm
